i dont know what im feeling now.

mixed i guess.

2009. a new year.

spend my new year with 3 other annoying people.

ahha. i meant 2. the other one is a lovely girl.

EFFENDY,NOQMAN& SUHAILA

made new year resolutions with them but currently

not FUFILLING ANY!

how i wish i could turn back time ):

in a sad way.

there's two people im missing terribly

hah. but would they know?

would they care?

im missing my silly boy

& this girl

hatred is poisonous

have you ever pause to think

or to ask me

did i really do it?

or do you listen to what other people have to comment?

and take in every single damn word

i hate you for that

i really do

yet it hurts to hate you

i guess its true what they say

blood is thicker than water

` naddy